Davon

DEATH......

2010-07-19T05:46:00.000-07:00

As I just put this on my status on facebook- I am too young to have people I know from high school dying-

Strange enough, I have been thinking about death a lot lately. I was going to post WHO- but I realized that's a no go.

My girl-twin posted this:

It's only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up that we will begin to live each day to the fullest, as if it was the only one we had.- Elisabeth Kuble

And I have been thinking this for a couple of weeks- I get told often about my assertiveness with life- both positive and negative comments... But honestly- WHY NOT?!?! 'grab life by the horns!' 'you only live once' and all that shit. lol

I had a lot more this say on this but- I feel like it might put me in a strange mood for the rest of the day. ( though there already is this CRAZY storm outside.

I really hope people DO know- nothing is promised, esp life- so take advantage of the one you have now.

stay positive.

Online Deals

2010-07-13T19:07:00.000-07:00

If you know me, you know... I have an online shopping addiction. Sometimes... It's under control, and others it's a lil insane-

BUT one thing for sure- everything I buy- I usually get it for a great deal!!

and that is why I am posting a link for guiltlesspurse.com

"The Guiltless Purse is a never ending sample sale of designer bags and jewelry. We continuously offer the best prices on handbags and jewelry. We carry very limited quantities of each purse, bracelet, necklace, pair of earrings, belt, etc. and they sell out very quickly. We constantly put up new designer bags and accessories, so check back frequently to snag a deal!

Unlike other sample sale sites, we do not require membership, this site is open to anyone who wishes to find a great deal on the web. We differ from non membership discount sites as we only sell bags and accessories."

I got to personal speak with the President and founder of this business and she sounds AMAZING!!!

Though myself nor my drag persona purchase bags and never really indulges in jewelry, if we did, this would be the site to use... So CHECK it out!!!!! SHOP! SHOP! SHOP! with NO guilt!!

Because I am already in shopaholics anonymous.

ENJOY

Amazing song- I can relate right now

2010-06-26T11:55:00.000-07:00

I just wrote a long post- and then I deleted it accidentally.... le sigh.

So instead of RE- posting everything

I will post the lyrics to Christina Aguileras song- You Lost Me
It doesn't encompass my whole situation, but its a start

I am done, smoking gun
We've lost it all, the love is gone
She has won. Now it's no fun
We've lost it all, the love is gone

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We found our life's been changed
Babe, you lost me

And we tried, oh how we cried
We lost ourselves, the love has died
And oh, we tried, you can't deny
We're left as shells, we lost the fight

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We found our life's been changed
Babe, you lost me

Now I know you're sorry and we were sweet
But you chose lust when you deceived me
You'll regret it but it's too late
How can I ever trust you again?

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We found our life's been changed
Babe, you lost me

DEATH

2010-06-23T13:15:00.001-07:00

My Macbook was dying so I had to go buy a new one :(

I am working on making sure this computer feels like mine, because it so does not feel like my baby, LiLu. I just bought a red case for it, hoping that it will help.

Wish me luck with my new Macbook Pro- Lilu 3 better be FIERCE!!!

Also, I got an ipod touch... I just have to find a reason for having one. I also ordered a red paul frank case for it as well- at least it will be cute :)

MacHead

2010-06-16T13:33:00.000-07:00

I just finished watching the documentary- MacHead and all I can say is wow. Cult-like indeed

I actually got my first mac when I was 19- it was a gift from my boyfriend at the time. I was so ANTI-Mac, as I was a PC user my whole life.

I fell in love with my Mac without even know it.

THEN I needed to get an mp3 player for the dance and fitness classes I was teaching- I had to get an Ipod, I just could NOT mismatch products- lol

Granted I do not have an Iphone, Ipad, or Itouch- I am content with my Mac and Ipod... though I do crave the other items sometimes. :P

Brand loyalty is an amazing thing- and Apple is deff trying to make sure their market is geared towards adolescents and young adults- as they are far more reliable to be LIFERS to products... scary, but it's working

GAY PROM 2010

2010-06-15T12:45:00.000-07:00

If you are a youth you identifies as a gay, lesbian, bisexual, transgendered, or straight ally (what a mouth-full) You might want to go out this weekend and party it up- at Center Lanes Gay Prom

I Have been involved with Center Lane for many years now and THIS event you do NOT want to miss-

Food, music, performances, drag kings and queens, and fierce flawlessness!!!

You do not want to miss out on this RED CARPET event!!!

It will be held at the Polish Center, 92 Waverly St, Yonkers NY- FREE PARKING- tickets are $15 in advance or $20 at the door- for more info, please call the office of Center Lane @ 914.358-1006

This is a safe space. No drinking, smoking, drugs, or violence of any kind will be tolerated- PLUS- I Will be there... and I will shut you DOWN if you break any of our rules. :)

this is how I feel sometimes

2010-06-13T21:33:00.000-07:00

Yes grl

wamp wamp

2010-06-13T19:03:00.000-07:00

So I decided broadway might be cute... lol

I performed a contemporary ballet piece today. Wasn't perfect.... but who cares, perfect is boring-

The studio I danced for is like half dance half karate- it made me realize i need a man who knows karate in my life... it's kinda hot

I have a drag performance in like 6 days and I need to prepare for that! I actually need to add fabric to my outfit since my chest is soooo big! barrel chested motha fucka!

my fig and heels r fierce

Show Time

2010-06-10T14:54:00.000-07:00

Since I have been watching glee- I really have been missing the musical theater nerd I used to be. I always wanted to be an actor/singer/dancer..... well, first i was an actor, then a singer... and now, a dancer. A hardcore dancer.

Singing is not my forte'- THOUGH, I do love it! Acting? I love acting... I'm just too gay, and all the parts I have gotten have been been mean or gay men! lol

Dancing is where I am now- and when I am not dancing, I am choreographing for a group or class. I miss when I was working hard for something big (besides college stuff).

I used to have STAR quality- I still do! However- I was a performer from the get- and I miss that-a triple threat who served it up... winning awards for singing and dancing and being acknowledge for my acting abilities... :(

Maybe i should join a recreational club or performance group??? I mean granted, there is always broadway!!!

SUNSHINE!

2010-06-08T13:24:00.001-07:00

People always say that physical activity can change ones mood- and I here to say, HELL TO THE MUTHA FUCKIN YEA!!!

I have been dealing with a lot of crap the past couple weeks. And physically I am not sedentary, but I wasn't doing my usual routine of ballet, modern, teaching, and running around trying to be on time to everything. :) Plus or minus dealing with peoples shit.

Today I got to the gym and did an hour on the elliptical (which I have never done in my life). I have done 30 minutes of one thing and maybe 15-25 of another- but this was my first. Afterwords, I was stretching- which I rarely do-- which is sooooo bad being a dancer and an athlete!!!

Part of my motivation for going to the gym and doing this is my new job at a library. Not the most active place in the world.

But with my workout plus a BIG healthy salad- I feel oh so good. One of the workers at the library said- "jeez, Davon! Life ain't that bad, is it?" sarcasm at its best.

I'm all smiles and nothing can stop me!!! I miss this feeling of working out and reaping the CHEMICAL benefits of physical activity!

It's recommended we get at least 30 min a day of physical activity- go get yours bitch!!!!

Gimme a TUNE!!!

2010-06-07T16:30:00.001-07:00

Sometimes we really have to do something that is totally not US!

Like ME- Davon "D" Chance- dancer, student, aspiring make up artist, and DRAG SUPERSTAR!!!

Since the dance school I teach at is on vacation and the camp they hold is for babies (not my forte' when it comes to dance) - and since I HATE having too much time on my hand.... here I am working... at a LIBRARY! lol

People have laughed at me and said things like, "Wow, how NOT you!"

But funny enough, when I was younger I always envisioned myself working at the library. You know, when I was younger, the library was MY hang out spot... I would wake up saturday morning- head to the library, read, take out some books, head back home and on my way back- buy a coffee (light & sweet, like me) . All this when I was about 8.

Well here I am!!! Freezing... and kinda bored. But something has to help my online shopping problem. I would feel terrible shopping online during work. Just like I would feel horrible NOT working at all BUT shopping!! Gotta give in somewhere.

W-O-M

2010-06-06T20:43:00.000-07:00

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Nicki- this is exactly how I feel

2010-06-05T18:15:00.000-07:00

Men get on my fucking NERVES!!!

Im in a tricky lil mood- I trick these lil dudes- I tell 'em that I luv 'em, but I neva really do- see I like pretty shoes, and I like pretty minks- and I like sight seeing the pyramids, and the spynx- he cop italian pieces so I do the fist pump- and I can only push it if the trunk is in the front- if the trunk is in the back, then you gotta take it back- you could hit me on the jet- ichat on the MAC-see I am who I am, Davon C. muthafucka- if he say he not a fan, he a lyin' muthafucka, always shopping in Pari (Ebay) so i speak a little french, wee wee raggady- time for you to hit the bench... baisez-vous

Is there such a thing as a good man?

Heroics

2010-05-25T19:58:00.000-07:00

I just finished watching the Buffy The Vampire series...

I love it- I remember the first time I watched it. It was on the WB11 and it was a Sunday. I had to have been in 4th grade. I fell in LOVE and it is still a big part of my life!

After watching my first episode, I remember blowing up a balloon, drawing a vampire face on it, and fighting it throughout my living room.

I wanted to be the slayer

This was and still is my favorite show- nothing has been able to replace it.. sorry TrueBlood, Heroes, etc...

Maybe I just have a thing about heroics! I was a huge batman fan when I was younger!! Maybe I just wanted to do him, jk. There is just somethign about being sworn to protect the innocent... I am all about it!

Love! ????????????????????

2010-05-23T19:50:00.000-07:00

So... everyone who knows me, KNOWS how I feel about men, relationships, love, and marriage....

Men (and women) we all want and need different things... sometimes these don't match. Most of the times these things don't match. The majority of relationships are not ones we intend to be in, but what society tell us they should be. In my opinion, the media, movies, books, and even fairy tales are the standards of many relationships... no wonder why the divorce rates is so high. Which leads me to marriage... ayayayay. So I have heard 'marriage changes everything,' I am not sure about that because I have NOT been married and I don't have the civil right yet either, lol.

On a funny note, an old teacher of mine in High School said, 'why would the gays want to be miserable like the rest of us by getting married!??!!?'

I get it now though.

Many people who get married get married for the wrong reasons, same thing with relationship- platonic AND romantic. Ex's of mine as well as friends seem to assume relationships are what they need in order to have an inkling of happiness, to cure loneliness, to feel secure.

People forget that happiness, security, and being content starts from within (as cheesy as that may sound)

How can you hope to have a relationship filled with growth and prosperity when you are not willing to grow and prosper on your own. In the wise words of the beautiful RuPaul, "If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?"

This statement can not be more true- one most be happy and love oneself before they decide to join in a partnership (whether that is a relationship, marriage, pairing, or friendship). Because if you fail to do so how can you expect for someone to happy with you.

Misery loves company- and with the way many relationship are- it scares me to think about being in one-

I'd almost rather stay by myself alone. My friends are great and they understand where I am coming from, but really! To be committed to someone? To be romantically involved with someone? To TRUST someone? Aayayyayay.

But then I wonder- is it possible to love someone without society dictating what love is and how one shows it? Can I be happy with myself AND with another person, are THEY going to fuck up MY flow? Can someone truly love me for me?

I might be willing to risk all of this... I might. Not everyone is ready for this and many might not ever even want this... I guess it's all just one big journey. I hope that what you all want is exactly what you need.

Schools OUT for SUMMER

2010-05-11T10:03:00.001-07:00

As the end of the semester is near, here at SUNY Purchase- I can't help but to be ... RELIEVED. Yet still confused and nervous. I shall miss the idea of SCHOOL!!

For most of my life I have been THAT kid. The one is was always so excited to be at school. Probably because it was an escape from my home-life, church, and my crazy family.

Anyway- summer plans are up in the air: Traveling? Baltimore? Lake Placid? Florida? Dance intensives? WORK?

Only time can tell- I will prob deff make a youtube vid wherevea I end up so ppl can "know" what I am up to

Update

2010-05-06T08:03:00.000-07:00

I have been so busy lately and have yet to post anything- Crazy semester yet again.

However- those of you who are RuPaul Drag Race fans- I have an announcement- Jade and I are auditioning! We'll see what comes of this- to see our audition vid click the link below

Drag Me to Hell

Hope you enjoy- and don't be afraid to comment! xoxo

You WILL be hearing from me soon!

PROTEST AT SUNY PURCHASE!!!

2010-03-14T19:55:00.000-07:00

Make Up Forever competition: Classic Divas Look- Grace Jones

2010-02-16T17:50:00.000-08:00

I entered into a Make Up Competition via Youtube.com.

The competition was to recreate a classic diva look: The selection was between Iman, Diana Ross, and Grace Jones. I decided to do Grace Jones. Mainly because she is fierce.

Take a look and let me know what you think?

JADE raps!!!

2010-02-16T17:49:00.000-08:00

25 random facts about ME!!!!!

2010-02-16T17:48:00.001-08:00

Positive - New Years Wish

2010-01-21T14:45:00.000-08:00

Here we are, a new year, maybe even some new goals or resolutions- either way, Everyone wants to have an amazing year and grow as people- kind of interesting

The turn of a new year shouldn't really change the way people think or live there lives. C'mon, if you notice something in your life is not what it should be- right away, think about it and brainstorm some new ideas or tactics to living a more improved life. Why wait for the NEW YEAR?!

Everyday live life to the fullest- as cliche as that sounds. Try new things, try meeting and getting to know new and different people-you will be surprised what you might learn.

One thing I have learned is that I tend to let my anxieties get the best of me... I might cry and even have dreams about them. This is all very new to me... So I am trying to be more positive and mentally open- rather then defensive and paranoid.

So let's grow together, EVERYDAY, little by little- no one can change or improve over night- but just know we are ALL on a journey. We can get there together! :)

Hol-E-daze

2009-12-26T07:57:00.001-08:00

Happy Holidayz Yall-

I needed to do something to get into the Holiday cheer- this is what I tried lol

Shealita Baby does it again!

2009-12-08T19:44:00.000-08:00

tell 'em child!

http://gaysocialites.com/2009/12/controversial_drag_queen_sheal.html

Make Up Forever 12 Flash Color Case swatch (watch part 1 THEN part 2)

2009-12-08T18:45:00.001-08:00

A Video on the 12 flash color case by Make Up Forever- I LOVE it!

Make Up Forever 12 Flash Color Case swatch (watch part 1 THEN part 2)

2009-12-08T18:42:00.000-08:00

a video I did about Make Up Forever 12 Flash Color Case- I love it

Endings

2009-12-06T08:42:00.000-08:00

I am so happy the the Nutcracker '09 is done- well not DONE- but my last day was yesterday.

I get at least part of my life back which is nice! :)

Thanks...but no thanks

JADE 101

2009-12-01T20:07:00.000-08:00

So this video is self-explanatory.

I wanted to do a video introduces my DRAG alter-ego, Jade, to the world. Hope you enjoy, watch, and share!

Jason Lindners Video for 'Big Pump' Which I am in

2009-11-25T21:47:00.001-08:00

So during the summer- I was looking for something 'fun,' DIFFERENT, you know? So I auditioned for a music video and got the gig- it was fun- I wasn't able to stay for the whole taping but I got to be in it so I was happy. Check it out!

My Drag alter Ego- Jade.... comes out and plays at SUNY Purchase

2009-11-25T21:43:00.000-08:00

Shealita Baby does it again

2009-11-08T19:59:00.000-08:00

American Dream

Ain't she just wonderful!?!?

Silly Gays

2009-10-25T19:10:00.000-07:00

Shealita

Good friend of mine shares the gospel!

Older?

2009-10-24T15:24:00.000-07:00

It has been a while since my last post- so I will attempt to give a brief update:

My semester started out very strong and I have seen progress in myself as a dancer- however, my attitude has turned into something that scares me. I have often been angry, bitter, irritable and then some- even 'bitchy,' says one of my favorite dance teachers.

I even got my cards read and they said I am moving closer and closer to the dark side and need to make some changes asap. They also said it's probably better if I spend some time with myself- lol- so yeah a month later, I think I have made some progress.

Anyway on a lighter, but serious note- I spent almost $200 at Sephora lol- I went to buy the Make Up Forever 12 Flash Color Case- which is $95 then I got a little excited and when over board

Amazing

Lets face it- it is amazing. I even went out last night and 'test-wore' the product- I will continue to play around and experiment with it.

New York-New York

2009-08-20T09:24:00.000-07:00

I am so happy to be back in NY- the last time I posted I was in my second week of my adventures at PA- The 3rd week got ... well bad.

I had to move from where I was staying, i got injured, an infection in my eye, attacked by 3 bats, I was almost broke, and one of my friends down there hate me now. lol

The only positive things that came out was I was able to dance a lil, hang with people who were positive (if they did not have come down for the dance intensive, I probably would have killed myself) AND I got to start choreographing my piece finally- I will post that soon.

A year ago my grandmother passed- and I am dealing with it very well- I know she is watching over me and continuing to support and love me.

School is right around the corner and I am very excited- It's time to turn out ladiez and gentz

Adventures!!

2009-08-08T13:31:00.000-07:00

I am currently in Carlisle Pa... you know... the middle of nowhere!

As of right now I am just choreographing a piece on some friends and fellow dancers while down here. The piece is called 'Open Minds' and it is about relationships. That's all I will say about it for now.

But before I came to Pa, I was in Baltimore *sang* lol

I visited one of my best friends and my crazy ex boyfriend Matt. I also got to meet some pretty amazing people which was nice, shop at some neat thrift stores, and just got really creative...

nonetheless- I am about ready to go back to NY and reek havoc again, lol. I already have soem work to do when I get back, which I am very excited about :)

overall all... very eventful summer, I hope to have more adventures!!!!

I run

2009-07-13T10:29:00.000-07:00

I love how sometimes I just run away and go... well wherever- it's kinda exciting, plus I think I have issues staying in one place.

I was in drag on Friday- and NOW- last minute drag tonight. I will be a stereotypical Purchase student- leggingz and flannel, lol

I look like a black Fergie!!

So here we go-

The Timez

2009-07-03T20:29:00.000-07:00

The dance intensive is finally done!!! no more early mornings!!! well kinda...

Michelle and I went to grub at Blue Moons- it was just what we needed. We ate EVERYTHING!

So, I realized today- I have yet to get caught up with TRUE BLOOD- this is an issue- I have just been so busy!!! :(

But I am gonna watch it tonight.

Speaking of which- if you have yet to see this video, now is the time

I went to a church like this most of my life- I dealt with 'similar experiences' as well. This lady sounds all types of ignorant- and i would like to clarify... The definition of lifestyle is a cyclical pattern... there no pattern when it comes to being a man who is mentally, physically, and spiritually attracted to other men. People don't "recover" from being gay- nor can therapy or exorcism change someones sexual orientation.

And speaking from someone who grew up in a church- it is very likely a gay person will come to a church and say, "I don't want to live this way anymore." and get "delivered". People like to get a feel of a church and test things out. So the statement " we welcome all the gays in- they just can't love their lifestyle in our church and they have to get delivered," well... it sounds all types of wrong. Lets not forgot, Christianity teaches one important thing- and that's love- and in my opinion, love is lacking in most churches nowadays.

NERVOUS

2009-07-02T18:49:00.000-07:00

I am doing this week long dance intensive with the DiMauro Dance Company... and I am never nervous about performing- but I am super nervous for tomorrow...

This has been a tough week. Intensive from 10am-4pm and teaching classes during the week- my body and brain are just not working- esp not together.

The showing is at the Steffi NOssen School of dance @ 3pm... So that means I have a few hours during the day to get my act together.

I am going to wear my Yumiko Biketard, I luv Biketards, and maybe it will give me some luck...and floor burns, lol.

(again, a very informal invite)

VOTE THORGY!!!

GRRrrrrrllll

2009-07-01T19:44:00.001-07:00

I have a lot I want to talk about tonight- First, I will start by making reference to Michael Jackson. M.J., passes away almost a week ago- and we probably will never hear the end of it. Honestly, I do not like having him be what dominates the news. and HONESTLY- People are making a lot of money because of his death... It's getting too intense.

Secondly- I realized how fucked up my family is- I will keep this short. They are some of the most inconsiderate and disgusting people I have ever met and it is an embarrassment making reference to them as my family.

Thirdly- I taught a cool class today. Butts and Guts. One of the regulars made an Innocent yet somewhat rude comment about how my other class was way better and this did nothing for him. In which I replied, he must not be doing the stuff right. Naroline, one of my girls told him it was rude of him to say that in which replied it is constructive criticism and that I can learn how to have a better class because of it. Naroline made a nasty comment that he surely heard- "Clearly someone feels the need to battle and prove his masculinity in the room." (something along those lines) lol. I walked away- I didn't want to be involved. Come to my next couple of classes I am subbing!!!! Mucho Funo!

My body is in so much pain, and I hope that my brain can start remembering important info- especially choreography. This dance intensive in combination with daily life is kicking my ass!

And let me just say- Money is running LOW!

Oh Yea!!! Thorgy made it to ROUND 3!!!!! Vote every 24 HOURS!!!

THORGY

Invisible Penis... and then some...

2009-06-29T20:49:00.001-07:00

So, Ummmmm, this commercial really make me uncomfortable.... lol

yeah, really!

THORGY!

2009-06-29T20:23:00.000-07:00

First and foremost- My coffee date? It was cool... this guy happened to be a well known drag queen- he was really nice- and just really real...lol

SUNDAY- Pay Pride Parade- mucho funo, I walked with Center Lane- which was also a good time. I am surprised I still ahve my voice because I was SCREAMING sooo much- I met some cool people, I even got spanked and got someone's number, owww.

BUT- The craziness at the Pier... disgusting- Hood Rat BITCHEZ. Boys with booty shorts and their thongs up to their rib cage- not cute! Fights! Supposedly their were gun shots at the pier, I think they were just fire crackers- but someone in front of me deff pulled out a box cutter... tryna cut a mo'. I had to get out of their, my head was ACHING!

But today! I am enrolled at a modern dance intensive here in Westchester. It's held at Steffi Nossen School of Dance in White Plains, with the Dimauro Dance Company. We are doing technique classes, learning rep, and even creating rep. We may have a showing, who knows... that would be cool.

Afterwards I taught a BOOT CAMP class... Since I walked in the Parade, hung out in the city, and danced from 10-4, I thought I was going to die- BUT I was fine, yes ENDURANCE!

Then a lil BBQ with some neighbors and a few glasses of Merlot, perfection.

I also thought- I am involved (not sexually) with so many gay men, women and all those in between. And I am such a celebrity here in Westchester and many other places, why not right a book about all my gayness and all the people and scenarios I have been involved in (take this as you will). It would be called, "My Life on the Gay List"

lol. Just an idea I came up with in the shower. I guess I will scribble some stuff down- : )

TIME IS RUNNING OUT!

VOTE THORGY!!!!

My Fault?

2009-06-27T02:46:00.000-07:00

Almost 6 in the morning, and I have yet to get to sleep...

I don't understand, I have the strangest sleep patterns. They aren't taking a toll on my body, it's just frustrating.

I have a coffee date thingy- let's see if I scare this one away too, lol. Honestly I would rather scare someone away- RIGHT away, then get invested in them in any sense of the word... If you can't deal with me, well it's an issue that you need to deal with....on your own, on your own terms... therefore, it does NOT involve me. I meet the strangest men....

A day in the life

2009-06-25T10:16:00.000-07:00

I am pretty tired- I have been running around a lot.

VOTE THORGY

I took a fierce strip tease class yesterday. I even wore my heels (which was an exhausting mistake)

On Tuesday, Zach and I went to the Thelma Hill Performing Arts Center @ Kumble Theater and saw Souls of our Feet: People of Color Dance Festival.

Women Dancemakers with choreography by Sita Fredrick, Alethea Pace, Hilary Tanabe, Nejla Yatkin, Sidra Bell, Andrea E Woods, Camille A Brown and Francesca Harper.

Needless to say it was such a good show! Inspirational and abstract.

Later I hung out with some old Purchase College Queens, I love them! lol SLUMBER PARTY!

I am always running around nowadays- It's kinda fun!

THORGY!

2009-06-22T12:26:00.000-07:00

Oh- What a weekend. First and foremost Center Lane's Gay Prom was a success as was my Jessica Rabbit costume/'performance' very pleased and thankful so many people came out to enjoy the festivities.

Gay Pride Parade next Sunday- so lets make an APPEARANCE!!!!

The weekend? spent it running around the city, meeting friends of friends, going to b-day parties, and baseball meetings. lol. Getting caught in the rain!

The cat did NOT have any babies as of yet, btw'z.

Tonight fitness classes- body sculpting and boot camp- NO BALLET for a lil

VITE FOR THORGY!

AYayayay

2009-06-18T20:53:00.000-07:00

I am pretty tired- the class I taught went well- though I was really nervous. I am exhausted

.Tomorrow, back to ballet land- then I will go shopping for some last minute things. I am going to be Jessica Rabbit for Center Lane's Gay Prom... the first of COLOR!!! lol

I have to pick up a few things from Purchase tomorrow as well... busy busy day... then emergency HAIR REMOVAL....

Oh crap, I jst realize I have to get a haircut and shave too... ayayay

Tyra- give me STRENGTH!

YEAH!

2009-06-18T11:07:00.000-07:00

So....

Though my body was doing some strange things yesterday, I still managed to go and take my cardio kickboxing class as well as the strip tease. I chilled and waited around afterwards (esp since they had wine) just because I was being lazy.

Then the owner was talking about getting a sub for the hip hop aerobics class... then she said, "Davon, do you teach hip hop- you can do it." I freaked!!!!!

I said, "Well yeah I teach hip hop, that's what I mostly teach anyway and in regard to the aerobic part, I have taken classes in personal training- plus most of my classes are boot camp style anyway."

So she agreed!!! So here I am FLIPPING' out nervous as hell! I am teaching a class I have never taught and am FREAKED... hip hop aerobic?!?!?!?

I just don't want it to be some cheesy shit and I end up leaving feeling embarrassed, lol.

I am getting myself sick... :(

I CAN DO THIS!!!!

VOTE THORGY- rupauls drag race

2009-06-17T06:22:00.000-07:00

To add to the insanity of life... I am having some painful ankle issue. I woke up 100% intending on take a fucking ballet class (even though I can not find one of my ballet shoes) and the first step I take I almost fall to the ground. I think a tendon on the medial part of my ankle is aggravated or something, which sucks- I was supposed to take a Ballet class at Central Park Dance, THEN take Cardio Kickboxing and Strip Tease at The Loft: Dance and Fitness!

Why am I ALWAYS getting hurt- out of nowhere?!?!

And I really am having a hard time finding a good part-time job- which is strange because I have never had issues finding jobs... lol I am a true starving artist now!

Let's not FORGET

2009-06-15T18:05:00.000-07:00

To vote for my boo THORGY- for the next cycle of RUPAULS DRAG RACE!!!!!

http://rupaulcasting.com/people/thorgy

"GEIT IT" a comprehensive guide to dancer vernacular

2009-06-15T06:52:00.000-07:00

p.s. i know 'GET' is misspelled - helps with the dancer accent : )

FIERCE (adj.)
1.) Extremely impressive in the execution of given movement, steps, combinations, or ‘ography
2.) Describing one who is capable of serving tha kids repeatedly

WORK (v.)
1.) Succeeding in Slaying, Gaging, or Serving tha kids

SLAY (v.)
1.) To overwhelm an audience or fellow dancers with a feeling of arousal, and astonishment

GAG (adj.)
1) To literally silence the audience into awe by inducing a gasp for air
*Can be achieved by getting the leg up

THA KIDS (n.)
1.) The general public (Not to be mistaken for a specific age group, it may or may not include actual youth. )

SERVE (v.)
1.) To blow away onlookers and haters
2.) To unanimously win over audience support in competition.
*Often used in conjunction with ‘Tha Kids’ [i.e.] “He served tha kids!‿

VOGUE (v.)
1.) A specialized walk popularized by homosexual males and shameless heteros. VOGUEing is an art form in itself. Today it often includes dramatic poses, switching of the hips, hiking of the knees, snapping of the fingers, a dramatic spiral to the floor and the vocables “gat gat gat…"

TWIRL (v.)
1.) To become so engaged in dancing that you pull off numerous turns, unprecedented balance and uncharacteristically high legs

TILT (n.)
1.) Extension of the leg to the side at no less than 180° resulting in the torso becoming parallel to the floor.

BISCUITS (n.)
1.) An unfortunate condition of the foot resulting in lack of plantar flexion and an unappealing line.
* Can be overlooked if you have a tilt or are proficient at getting the leg up :)

DAGGERS (n.)
1.) Opposite of biscuits, but no guarantee to fierceness
Synonyms: HOOKS, GUCCI FEET

YES! (adv.)
1.)Acclamation synonymous with “Good Job"
*Must be used in excess, and is often accompanied by finger snaps

MS. HONEY (n.)
1.) A proper noun that identifies any person showing fierceness or Divatude, not gender specific.
*Often preceded by Yes…!

MAJOR (adj.)
1.) A one word summary for anyone possessing many fierce qualities
*Don’t be afraid to use ‘bitch’…"that bitch is MAJOR!"

FACE (n.)
1.) Showing attitude or fierceness by ways of exaggerated facial expression [I.e.] slitting of the eyes, pursing of the lips…
* Not to be used with conjunction words [I.e. instead of syaing “She’s giving me FACE‿ just say "She's giving FACE!" ]

GIVING (V.)
any act of selfless performance. In most instances, a dancer will GIVE anything they can. [i.e. "he was GIVING me leg, face, annnnd drama!" or simply "I was giving..."]

SLEEP (v.)
to underestimate one's ability or talent. If someone's dancing inspires everyone but you, you are SLEEPING on them. Wake up and smell the fierceness!

COME, COME FOR
an expierience, often the result of a battle, where one person out-serves another. If someone has COME for you, all parties are aware, but to add insult to injury tha kids will state the obvious...i.e. "damn, she just CAME for you"

BATTLE (V.)
A competition of sorts where two or more dancers duel to be the best, often pulling out tricks, turns, legs, and of course stank face. The winner recieves a spot on the highest point of the gossip totem pole. [i.e. "did you see A and B BATTLING? A just CAME for B! Just SLAYED her!"]

EAT (v.) to feed off the talents of others to the point where you surpass their skills. or to feed on the challenge of a specific step in order to execute it to the best of your ability.
ex.] "ooooh! you saw him? he just ate that audition UP!!!"]

BEAT (adj.)
1.) To be completely transformed by makeup.
*Having your face beat for class everyday will result in people thinking you’re on your death bed if you show up to class one day without it on.
Usage: “Her face is BEAT‿

SHADE (n.)
1.) When a person/people you know, and may even consider a friend, blatantly neglects to acknowledge your presence. SHADE can be thrown or given...
*i.e. "ooh child, I waved and she aint wave back. She was throwin' me shade."

STANK FACE
a condition where you take on a sour or mean expression. Some people display stank face unconsciously. Stank face often finds companionship with SHADE

READ (v.)
Synonymous with reading a list, but instead you are reading a person. Verbally pinpointing and listing all of someone's negative qualities, even the unspeakable ones like BISCUITS.Can be an akward situation when someone finds out about you READING them behind their back

'OGRAPHY
short for Choreography
Synonyms: CHOREO

WHACK - adj. of or relating to someone's ridiculously flexible, turned-out, or otherwise fierce body. "Her body's freakin' whack." or "she is WHACKED out"

OPEN - adj. referencing one's ability to externaly rotate via the hips. (aka one's turnout or ability to fake it by displaying their fkexible facility.)

HYPER - adj. short for Hyper-extension, or one's ability to push their knees beyond straight to 'backwards bent'

The "T" - on par with 'word on the street,' the T is your unlimited source of information from news to gossip! if there's something you're dying to know, simply ask a socially savvy friend "Hey diva, what's the T??"

HOT MESS (adj.) a hopeless condition where one may feel like he is FIERCE, maybe even SERVING THA KIDS. It is more likely that he is serving nobody's step and jenky technique. Beware of the HOT MESS - he is usually spacially unaware and will try to take you out of the game!
Synonyms: BUSTED

And don't forget
SNATCHED (adj.)
Extremely thin/near emaciated which, in the dance world = the more bones, the better
"That bitch is SNATCHED!"

and just in time for the Holidays...

GRINCHING (v.)
everyone knows the Grinch is the master of thievery. In the dance world, watch yourself for this lurking green figure who will come and GRICH your part if you don't know the step!
"Damn. he just GRINCHED your part man."

So to all my dancers, and dance lover- remember-

MAY THE FIERCE BE WITH YOU!

FIERCE!

2009-06-15T06:05:00.000-07:00

amazing pole dancer better work it out!

you know- my grandmother used to be a stripper. I am 100% it's hereditary, lol

not TRUE!

2009-06-14T19:38:00.000-07:00

so.... within 24 hours, I must admit..

I am a TRUE BLOOD fan, lol

lawd jesus

change change change

2009-06-14T19:06:00.000-07:00

Ok...

So Lake Placid, minus all the fighting and arguing... AMAZING! I needed to get AWAY from Westchester County, and get in touch with the A.D.K'z lmao

Next time I hope we get to do a high peek hike, who knew I was sooo butch! lol, jk

My ballet performance went really well, I think. The music was from Little Miss Sunshine, 'The Winner is, " by Devotchka. My friend Margaret and I choreographed the Pas de deux together, lol. My FIRST Classical ballet piece I choreographed.

So here I am, back in Westchester- So back to ballet class every morning and FUN fitness classes in the evening.

Also I am trying to give away my aunts dog- I luv animalz, more then I like people, and this animal needs to be somewhere that people love her and want to give her the best life possible- that so happens to be NOT at my aunts house... no shade fam, but, it is what it is.

uh-hu

2009-06-05T05:41:00.000-07:00

you betta wise up... build those thighs up

So I am skipping out on ballet- going to the city for a continuation of the experimental video project... then LAundry, maybe pack... cuz in 2 days, I is goin to LAKE PLACID!!!

...Then I have to rush back here for 2 rehearsals and a show.... :)

busy bitch

cutie patootie!!!

2009-05-25T21:08:00.000-07:00

Baby version of Me!!!

Pedophiles... FALL BACK!!!

Should've had this is in my head this whole time.

2009-05-25T10:58:00.000-07:00

"I'm not dancing for them anymore, I'm dancing for me"

I have done nothing this break besides, chill with friends, TRY to make money- and Dance, something I LOVE to do.

Before getting into the Conservatory of Dance I had had such a great love and passion for dance, a respect for the discipline that...well I don't have for anything else. Once I was admitted in I was met with a lot of pressure and lil to no encouragement.

As the year came to an end, I thought I did a hell of a lot better then my first few months, which I have- I have made a lot of growth... and that passion is still there... surprisingly it is still.

Surprisingly because I have been told some of the worst things, treated like shit, and even embarrassed. But I am strong, stronger then I thought- and I'm going to push myself.

And though I am willing to kill myself to dance, torture my body, and bleed for my craft- I have to always remember at the end of the day, "I'm not dancing for them anymore, I'm dancing for me"... and for Granny, lol.

Draggity Ann!!!

2009-05-12T14:21:00.001-07:00

:)

2009-05-12T11:44:00.000-07:00

So... the end of the year is finally here, what a CRAZY YEAR!!!

It was filled with tears, loss, craziness, parties, drunkiness, fights, drag, DRAMA, SHIT!, Laughs, Amazing people, sex, and people who should think about suicide...

Still trying to figure out my summer.

... um, yeah...

My aunt just came to purchase to take a shit load amount of my stuff to put in storage... so my room is on its way to being empty...awkward feeling.

So here I am with some funky allergies- listening to Lady GaGa, and asking myself- "Where the fuck is the party!!!!"

2009-05-07T20:19:00.000-07:00

Soooooooo.... I just found out I will NOT be working this summer at this fierce ballet camp....

I will miss it

Because of this I need to find other ways to make money, dance, eat, and sleep.... good luck to me... lol... uh......

PS- I luv RuPauls drag race, lol

2009-04-04T15:40:00.000-07:00

sooo...it has been a while... I am kinda glad... but not...?

lol

The semester is damn near over- and lets face it- I am EXCITED...

Follow me on twitter!
http://twitter.com/Neva2b4gotten

I am hoping on making some huge changes soon! HUGE!! :)

thought this was kinda cute

2009-02-16T14:27:00.000-08:00

Girls are like
apples on trees. The best
ones are at the top of the tree.
The boys don't want to reach for
the good ones because they are afraid
of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they
just get the rotten apples from the ground
that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples
at the top think something is wrong with
them, when in reality, they're amazing.
They just have to wait for the right
boy to come along, the one
who's brave enough
to climb
all the way
to the top
of the tree.

shame on me

2009-01-11T06:51:00.000-08:00

When it rains it pours... I will leave it at that.

I am so happy the semester is over. But I am excited that I get to go back to Purchase... The grass is always greener, right?

Ended the semester on an okay note...
Mother Nature hates us and is ready to bring death and famine upon the World. Not nice Mama Nat.

Paul Taylor intensive- a great decision on my part. learned a lot, feel good. Bikram Yoga... glad I did it, hoping to continue, starting... tomorrow, I promise.

I am ready for some changes- all around. I pray I can do this... I can do this.

Tired of getting involved with men... the wrong men... all the time...

I am so numb sometimes, I need help.

I can't even cry anymore... haven't been able to for a while

DRAMA.... (buffy monologue-ish)

2008-12-25T12:59:00.000-08:00

No! No!

What about me? I love you so much... And I tried to
make you go away... I killed you and it didn't help.

And I hate it! I hate that it's *so* hard... and that
you can hurt me *so* much.

I know everything that you did, because you did it to me.
Oh, God! I wish that I wished you
dead. I don't. I can't.

Strong is fighting! It's hard, and it's painful, and it's every
day. It's what we have to do. And we can do it together.

But if you're too much of a coward for that, then
burn. If I can't convince you that you belong in this world, then I
don't know what can. But do *not* expect me to watch. And *don't* expect
me to mourn for you, because...

Call of the Wild

2008-12-19T17:01:00.000-08:00

One night after supper, the lead dog turned up a snowshoe rabbit.
The dog lay down low to the race, his body flashing forward,
leap by leap.He was sounding the deeps of his nature and the parts of his
nature that were deeper than he, going back into the wombs of time...



Night came on, and a full moon rose high over the trees...
lighting the land till it lay bathed in ghostly day.
And the strain of the primitive remained alive and active.
Faithfulness and devotion, things born of fire and roof were his...
yet he retained his wildness and wiliness.
And from the depths of the forest, a call still sounded.'

Have you ever felt like this?

2008-12-08T12:02:00.000-08:00

I remember way back way back when
I said I never wanna see your face again
Cause you were loving yes you were loving somebody else
And I knew oh yes I knew I couldn't control myself
And now they bring you back into my life again
And so I put on a face just like your friends
But I think you know oh yes you know what's going on
Cause the feelings in me oh yes in me are burning strong

But I will never be your stepping stone
Take it all or leave me alone
I will never be your stepping stone
I'm standing upright on my own

You used to call me up from time to time
And it would be so hard for me not to cross the line
The words of love lay on my lips just like a curse
And I knew oh yes I knew they'd only make it worse
And now you have the nerve to play along
Just like the maestro beats in your song
You get your kicks you get your kicks from playing me
And the less you give the more I want so foolishly

But I will never be your stepping stone
Take it all or leave me alone
I will never be your stepping stone
I'm standing upright on my own...

No I will never be your stepping stone
Take it all or leave me alone
I will never be your stepping stone
I'm standing upright on my own

Never be your stepping stone
Take it all or leave me alone
I will never be your stepping stone
I'm standing upright on my own

I will never be a stepping stone

2008-12-07T20:00:00.000-08:00

So much has been going on... I am stuck.

Just finished my last performance of Nutcracker at SUNY Purchase... Thank God! No more RATS or PARENTS!!! or nasty children... (long story)

I am really lost in thought, lost all the time with everything actually.

BUT.... I have done a lot. Fall Ball Purchase 08, hosted and performed 3 numbers and crowned the "new" queen... did not deserve it, but whateve...

I am goin out to party. I deserve it... hopefully I won't cause any trouble, lol.... u neva know.

I kinda like him... though he is so distant... (I'm not supposed to like anyone) So obvi... I gotta do me.... whatever the fuck that means....

Silent sense of content

2008-11-28T21:30:00.001-08:00

So finally, a little piece of serenity. A break from school, roomates, and family.

Thanksgiving was good, considering it is only, I was happy to be with family and be on my way back to my apartment at school.

I am realizing a lot of changes going on. I am doing things I would have never done a year ago... or even 6 months ago. I would never regret anything I have done; however there is clearly a reason for my actions and my feelings, and I can not put my finger on it.

I don't feel like myself, parts of me are dying, and I am not sure if they can be brought back to health. I don't know if I am depressed, which is weird cuz... we ALL know what that feels like...

I just am not sure how I feel about life, whatever the fuck that means... not sure what my role is... and if it is even important. I feel like I am here, waiting, ignorant to whats to come... that I am insignificant....

I have not felt that way since I was younger, I have transformed from a scared lil boy, to a confident strong willed young adult, to a confused and scared 21 year old... I feel like my grandmother would have some words for me... I miss her

my temporary remedy will have to be Amy, she knows what to say.

2008-11-13T20:56:00.000-08:00

So... wow...

Is it possible to have everything you want and not being happy.

Granted, many things have gone wrong in my life but as of now... I am pretty chill, on the outside at least. What a mess I have become.

I am sorry.. I've never been this way-

show me the way outta here!

ok...

2008-09-26T23:39:00.000-07:00

So I am a mess right now..... really drunk... and not ok...
I miss my grnadmother way too much... I break down once or twice a week and seldomly am depress. I wanna be happy, but I am now...

I am miserable... I have all this great stuff and all these great oppurtunities.... but I am not happy... and i don't get it...

I want someone to love.... but do I:???? I want to be amazing at everything like when i was oyounger ... but do I want to be that person...? I can't find a happy medium and it is freakin me out ... granted this will all prob be diff tomorrow morning.... I think I will listen to some Amy Winehouse and Jay Brannan... maybe I will feel better... fuck you, fuck me... and die :)

And this as well!

2008-09-12T19:41:00.000-07:00

I really like this song a lot! check it out!

2008-09-12T19:31:00.000-07:00

I love the Wizard of Oz!

2008-09-07T12:16:00.000-07:00

~Sigh~

2008-08-29T15:08:00.000-07:00

I feel tons better... I have taken some dance and fitness classes, resigned from my job, ready to go back to skewl....

It is time.

God and Granny... Gimme Strength!

I read this for my granny's funeral. RIP Graham Cracker. Look out for be babe

2008-08-26T14:44:00.000-07:00

Life confuses me- birth; death, good and evil, power and vulnerability. I know I have not been everything my grandmother wanted me to be, but I know God created her so she was everything I needed.

Most people know my grandmother as Min. Harris. I knew her as Grams, Granny Cakes, Graham Cracker, but secretly she was always in my head a super hero. She did everything- nothing short of saving the world- she was amazing.

I don’t know if many people know this but my Grandmother raised me as a child, molded me into what she thought I should be. Because of this I inherited characteristics of hers that I battle with constantly. Stubbornness, selflessness, lacks of skills communicating, yet a great sense of self and judgment- that’s Granny.

This day has been on my mind nonstop. And to be honest, this is extremely hard for me.

My grandmother had great plans for her life and she supported all the great plans and dreams that I had. She supported me in everything I did… whether it was the path she wanted for me or not.

I knew one day my grandmother would pass and I would have to deal with this day- I always hoped that it was the other way around.

I took a job this summer at a ballet school in Pennsylvania with kids. If I ever felt like I couldn’t deal with a situation or a person, I called my grandmother for help. She always guided me in the right directions and/or just listened and gave me much needed feedback and wisdom to keep me somewhat sane. This ballet intensive was long, so I always made sure I got to hear her voice. I came back after the dance intensive and told my grandmother I was going back to Pennsylvania to dance and work in the office for 2 more weeks. She said, that would be great for me, and she knows I would learn a lot.

Those few days I was back in NY she was so sick, the sickest I had seen her. She was admitted into the hospital on July 29th. I went crazy when I found out, cried in the middle of the street.

When I got in touch with my grandmother the next day she told me she would be back home soon and there was nothing to worry about. She was wrong. They kept her longer then what we anticipated. Because of this I could not kiss her goodbye before my two weeks away in PA

When I got back to New York, my aunt Kelley picked me up from 242nd St. and took me and my brother to visit my grandmother. It was really hard for me to see her in the hospital. She was so fragile. The one thing I knew I had to do was kiss her and hold her hand. People need physical contact, we all do. The fact that Grams was in the hospital and the only contact she was getting was needles to skin… I knew she needed something less abrasive.

I held her hand, rubbed her fingers, her palm, the top of her hand and arm. She needed it. And most of all, I needed it.

Her voice was so faint, but one thing she made clear was that she wanted to go home. Take that anyway you want to. I took it in so many different ways; heaven, her apt, being with family, being with me… and so many other possibilities.

Though it was hard for me to keep it together, I did, I tried to stay as strong as I could, as strong as Grandma would if she was in my chair and I was in her bed. I did a good job up until my brother grabbed her hand, kissed her forehead and said, “God please take care of my grandma, make her well, and watch over her.” I couldn’t listen to anymore, my hearing stopped and the tears poured. I couldn’t control it. I couldn’t be as strong as my Grandmother.

I kissed her about 4 times, told her I loved her, and said, “I will be back.” This was the 17th of August. She passed on the 19th. I felt like I needed to be with her that Monday. And on Tuesday, the day she passed, I was eager to see her earlier. I text’s my aunt saying, “the next time you go see grandma, please let me know, I want to come with.

All I wanted to do was stay with her. Before I found out she passes I made plans that the next week I would stay with her the whole week, just so she had someone there rooting her on, holding her hand, letting her know she is needed.

The majority of the world could never measure up to my grandmother, and I am not just saying that, trust me. She is pretty fierce. I miss her smile and her crazy laugh, her wisdom and sweet voice. I doubt that there is one person who has came across my grandmother and has not been touched in a significant way, a life changing way. She has done everything in her power to make sure myself, her family, and friends were always taken care of- she always made herself her last priority no matter what the circumstances were- even while she was sick. And through it all I know we needed her more then she needed us.

I have beat myself up every hour about how I just wanted to be with her just one more time, even during her passing. I made sure I was always there for her but that Tuesday; I felt she needed me by her side, but I wasn’t there. I couldn’t say one last time that I loved her and some how forced her to stay with us. But though I did not get to sit by her side I know my love for her was not a secret. Everyone who knows me, or who I have come across, knows how much I love and talk about my grandma.

I wish it were I instead of her (I didn't get to say this). She had so much to give the world and had so much fight in her still. As my aunt Kelley said to my brother and myself when we went to go visit her, “she is much needed.” I truly believe that, and though I selfishly want her back beside me- I know she will always be watching over everyone here as well as myself. She was truly a gift from heaven, a joyful angel that could not be stopped. I love you more then life grandma, guide us, and I am sure we will be brought together again.

So everyone, please don’t be angry, bitter, or spiteful. Don’t feel guilty! Please know that grandma is always with us, she is always with you. She has given us all the tools, the wisdom, and the love we needed- so lets not let her death be in vain, and use them- and love each other.

a lil' more time (I posted this on facebook, and felt as though it needed to be here as well)

2008-08-21T07:36:00.000-07:00

As some of you may or may not know, my grandmother has been very sick for about 6 months. She was hospitalized about 2 ½ weeks ago because she could not hold any food down. She was supposed to leave at the latest 3 days. She never did.

On Tuesday, August 19th my grandmother died.

She was basically my mother; she has raised me since I was a baby.

This is very strange to put this information in a thread, but it’s the easiest way for me to tell people without causing a scene and getting emotional every time.

The reason why I chose to tell you guys is because most of you knew her, if not just heard amazing things about her and more then likely this affects a lot of my relationships. She has been my source of strength and sanity. I love her more then I love my own life, I truly do.

I am unsure whether I will be attending school in the fall. The only reason I would is because I know my grandmother wants me to. I am also not picking up my phone a lot, I am slowly talking to people, and so I apologize in advance.

Her wake is on Monday and her funeral on Tuesday. I am not saying you guys have to come or should I come, I just know some people would be interested in coming.

I am all right. I just really need time as of now.

If you have any question, you can call or text me.

And for those of you who may be interested in the time and place of the wake and funeral, just inquire I will get back to you somehow. I don’t even know the details, for my aunt has been making all the arrangements.

I love you guys,
Davon
914.325.1574

2008-08-18T21:40:00.000-07:00

This mess is me* My look change so often, even I can't keep up. I can't find that scarf though... kinda pissed about that...

Birth of a Chance

2008-08-18T16:22:00.000-07:00

This should actually Death of a chance.

A lil' about me. Davon, 21, student, dancer, teacher, cashier, artist. Vegetarian for 2 years... shh, I actually I had some meat tonight though (naughty me!!)

I thought this would be a good way to get myself out there, my work, and my voice (or lack there of seeing that this is all through the net)

I say whats on my mind, which usually gets me in trouble. I do what I feel... which makes people feel awkward. I am who I am... which usually scares people away

This is me, my work my art, my mind, from conception is my my work, my life, my birth... Davon Chance

Davon

DEATH......

Online Deals

Amazing song- I can relate right now

DEATH

MacHead

GAY PROM 2010

this is how I feel sometimes

wamp wamp

Show Time

SUNSHINE!

Gimme a TUNE!!!

W-O-M

Nicki- this is exactly how I feel

Heroics

Love! ????????????????????

Schools OUT for SUMMER

Update

PROTEST AT SUNY PURCHASE!!!

Make Up Forever competition: Classic Divas Look- Grace Jones

JADE raps!!!

25 random facts about ME!!!!!

Positive - New Years Wish

Hol-E-daze

Shealita Baby does it again!

Make Up Forever 12 Flash Color Case swatch (watch part 1 THEN part 2)

Make Up Forever 12 Flash Color Case swatch (watch part 1 THEN part 2)

Endings

JADE 101

Jason Lindners Video for 'Big Pump' Which I am in

My Drag alter Ego- Jade.... comes out and plays at SUNY Purchase

Shealita Baby does it again

Silly Gays

Older?

New York-New York

Adventures!!

I run

The Timez

NERVOUS

GRRrrrrrllll

Invisible Penis... and then some...

THORGY!

My Fault?

A day in the life

THORGY!

AYayayay

YEAH!

VOTE THORGY- rupauls drag race

Let's not FORGET

"GEIT IT" a comprehensive guide to dancer vernacular

FIERCE!

not TRUE!

change change change

uh-hu

cutie patootie!!!

Should've had this is in my head this whole time.

Draggity Ann!!!

:)

PS- I luv RuPauls drag race, lol

thought this was kinda cute

shame on me

DRAMA.... (buffy monologue-ish)

Call of the Wild

Have you ever felt like this?

I will never be a stepping stone

Silent sense of content

ok...

And this as well!

I really like this song a lot! check it out!

I love the Wizard of Oz!

~*Sigh*~

I read this for my granny's funeral. RIP Graham Cracker. Look out for be babe

a lil' more time (I posted this on facebook, and felt as though it needed to be here as well)

Birth of a Chance

~Sigh~