Monday, May 25, 2009

cutie patootie!!!

Baby version of Me!!!

Pedophiles... FALL BACK!!!

Should've had this is in my head this whole time.

"I'm not dancing for them anymore, I'm dancing for me"

I have done nothing this break besides, chill with friends, TRY to make money- and Dance, something I LOVE to do.

Before getting into the Conservatory of Dance I had had such a great love and passion for dance, a respect for the discipline that...well I don't have for anything else. Once I was admitted in I was met with a lot of pressure and lil to no encouragement.

As the year came to an end, I thought I did a hell of a lot better then my first few months, which I have- I have made a lot of growth... and that passion is still there... surprisingly it is still.

Surprisingly because I have been told some of the worst things, treated like shit, and even embarrassed. But I am strong, stronger then I thought- and I'm going to push myself.

And though I am willing to kill myself to dance, torture my body, and bleed for my craft- I have to always remember at the end of the day, "I'm not dancing for them anymore, I'm dancing for me"... and for Granny, lol.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Draggity Ann!!!


So... the end of the year is finally here, what a CRAZY YEAR!!!

It was filled with tears, loss, craziness, parties, drunkiness, fights, drag, DRAMA, SHIT!, Laughs, Amazing people, sex, and people who should think about suicide...

Still trying to figure out my summer.

... um, yeah...

My aunt just came to purchase to take a shit load amount of my stuff to put in storage... so my room is on its way to being empty...awkward feeling.

So here I am with some funky allergies- listening to Lady GaGa, and asking myself- "Where the fuck is the party!!!!"

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Soooooooo.... I just found out I will NOT be working this summer at this fierce ballet camp....

I will miss it

Because of this I need to find other ways to make money, dance, eat, and sleep.... good luck to me... lol... uh......