Hol-E-daze

Happy Holidayz Yall-

I needed to do something to get into the Holiday cheer- this is what I tried lol

Shealita Baby does it again!

tell 'em child!

http://gaysocialites.com/2009/12/controversial_drag_queen_sheal.html

Make Up Forever 12 Flash Color Case swatch (watch part 1 THEN part 2)

A Video on the 12 flash color case by Make Up Forever- I LOVE it!

Make Up Forever 12 Flash Color Case swatch (watch part 1 THEN part 2)

a video I did about Make Up Forever 12 Flash Color Case- I love it

Endings

I am so happy the the Nutcracker '09 is done- well not DONE- but my last day was yesterday.

I get at least part of my life back which is nice! :)

Thanks...but no thanks

JADE 101

So this video is self-explanatory.

I wanted to do a video introduces my DRAG alter-ego, Jade, to the world. Hope you enjoy, watch, and share!

Jason Lindners Video for 'Big Pump' Which I am in

So during the summer- I was looking for something 'fun,' DIFFERENT, you know? So I auditioned for a music video and got the gig- it was fun- I wasn't able to stay for the whole taping but I got to be in it so I was happy. Check it out!

My Drag alter Ego- Jade.... comes out and plays at SUNY Purchase

Shealita Baby does it again

American Dream

Ain't she just wonderful!?!?

Silly Gays

Shealita

Good friend of mine shares the gospel!

Older?

It has been a while since my last post- so I will attempt to give a brief update:

My semester started out very strong and I have seen progress in myself as a dancer- however, my attitude has turned into something that scares me. I have often been angry, bitter, irritable and then some- even 'bitchy,' says one of my favorite dance teachers.

I even got my cards read and they said I am moving closer and closer to the dark side and need to make some changes asap. They also said it's probably better if I spend some time with myself- lol- so yeah a month later, I think I have made some progress.

Anyway on a lighter, but serious note- I spent almost $200 at Sephora lol- I went to buy the Make Up Forever 12 Flash Color Case- which is $95 then I got a little excited and when over board

Amazing

Lets face it- it is amazing. I even went out last night and 'test-wore' the product- I will continue to play around and experiment with it.

New York-New York

I am so happy to be back in NY- the last time I posted I was in my second week of my adventures at PA- The 3rd week got ... well bad.

I had to move from where I was staying, i got injured, an infection in my eye, attacked by 3 bats, I was almost broke, and one of my friends down there hate me now. lol

The only positive things that came out was I was able to dance a lil, hang with people who were positive (if they did not have come down for the dance intensive, I probably would have killed myself) AND I got to start choreographing my piece finally- I will post that soon.

A year ago my grandmother passed- and I am dealing with it very well- I know she is watching over me and continuing to support and love me.

School is right around the corner and I am very excited- It's time to turn out ladiez and gentz

Adventures!!

I am currently in Carlisle Pa... you know... the middle of nowhere!

As of right now I am just choreographing a piece on some friends and fellow dancers while down here. The piece is called 'Open Minds' and it is about relationships. That's all I will say about it for now.

But before I came to Pa, I was in Baltimore *sang* lol

I visited one of my best friends and my crazy ex boyfriend Matt. I also got to meet some pretty amazing people which was nice, shop at some neat thrift stores, and just got really creative...

nonetheless- I am about ready to go back to NY and reek havoc again, lol. I already have soem work to do when I get back, which I am very excited about :)

overall all... very eventful summer, I hope to have more adventures!!!!

I run

I love how sometimes I just run away and go... well wherever- it's kinda exciting, plus I think I have issues staying in one place.

I was in drag on Friday- and NOW- last minute drag tonight. I will be a stereotypical Purchase student- leggingz and flannel, lol

I look like a black Fergie!!


So here we go-

The Timez

The dance intensive is finally done!!! no more early mornings!!! well kinda...

Michelle and I went to grub at Blue Moons- it was just what we needed. We ate EVERYTHING!

So, I realized today- I have yet to get caught up with TRUE BLOOD- this is an issue- I have just been so busy!!! :(

But I am gonna watch it tonight.

Speaking of which- if you have yet to see this video, now is the time



I went to a church like this most of my life- I dealt with 'similar experiences' as well. This lady sounds all types of ignorant- and i would like to clarify... The definition of lifestyle is a cyclical pattern... there no pattern when it comes to being a man who is mentally, physically, and spiritually attracted to other men. People don't "recover" from being gay- nor can therapy or exorcism change someones sexual orientation.

And speaking from someone who grew up in a church- it is very likely a gay person will come to a church and say, "I don't want to live this way anymore." and get "delivered". People like to get a feel of a church and test things out. So the statement " we welcome all the gays in- they just can't love their lifestyle in our church and they have to get delivered," well... it sounds all types of wrong. Lets not forgot, Christianity teaches one important thing- and that's love- and in my opinion, love is lacking in most churches nowadays.

NERVOUS

I am doing this week long dance intensive with the DiMauro Dance Company... and I am never nervous about performing- but I am super nervous for tomorrow...

This has been a tough week. Intensive from 10am-4pm and teaching classes during the week- my body and brain are just not working- esp not together.


The showing is at the Steffi NOssen School of dance @ 3pm... So that means I have a few hours during the day to get my act together.

I am going to wear my Yumiko Biketard, I luv Biketards, and maybe it will give me some luck...and floor burns, lol.

(again, a very informal invite)

VOTE THORGY!!!

GRRrrrrrllll

I have a lot I want to talk about tonight- First, I will start by making reference to Michael Jackson. M.J., passes away almost a week ago- and we probably will never hear the end of it. Honestly, I do not like having him be what dominates the news. and HONESTLY- People are making a lot of money because of his death... It's getting too intense.


Secondly- I realized how fucked up my family is- I will keep this short. They are some of the most inconsiderate and disgusting people I have ever met and it is an embarrassment making reference to them as my family.

Thirdly- I taught a cool class today. Butts and Guts. One of the regulars made an Innocent yet somewhat rude comment about how my other class was way better and this did nothing for him. In which I replied, he must not be doing the stuff right. Naroline, one of my girls told him it was rude of him to say that in which replied it is constructive criticism and that I can learn how to have a better class because of it. Naroline made a nasty comment that he surely heard- "Clearly someone feels the need to battle and prove his masculinity in the room." (something along those lines) lol. I walked away- I didn't want to be involved. Come to my next couple of classes I am subbing!!!! Mucho Funo!

My body is in so much pain, and I hope that my brain can start remembering important info- especially choreography. This dance intensive in combination with daily life is kicking my ass!

And let me just say- Money is running LOW!

Oh Yea!!! Thorgy made it to ROUND 3!!!!! Vote every 24 HOURS!!!

THORGY

Invisible Penis... and then some...

So, Ummmmm, this commercial really make me uncomfortable.... lol

yeah, really!

THORGY!

First and foremost- My coffee date? It was cool... this guy happened to be a well known drag queen- he was really nice- and just really real...lol

SUNDAY- Pay Pride Parade- mucho funo, I walked with Center Lane- which was also a good time. I am surprised I still ahve my voice because I was SCREAMING sooo much- I met some cool people, I even got spanked and got someone's number, owww.

BUT- The craziness at the Pier... disgusting- Hood Rat BITCHEZ. Boys with booty shorts and their thongs up to their rib cage- not cute! Fights! Supposedly their were gun shots at the pier, I think they were just fire crackers- but someone in front of me deff pulled out a box cutter... tryna cut a mo'. I had to get out of their, my head was ACHING!

But today! I am enrolled at a modern dance intensive here in Westchester. It's held at Steffi Nossen School of Dance in White Plains, with the Dimauro Dance Company. We are doing technique classes, learning rep, and even creating rep. We may have a showing, who knows... that would be cool.

Afterwards I taught a BOOT CAMP class... Since I walked in the Parade, hung out in the city, and danced from 10-4, I thought I was going to die- BUT I was fine, yes ENDURANCE!

Then a lil BBQ with some neighbors and a few glasses of Merlot, perfection.

I also thought- I am involved (not sexually) with so many gay men, women and all those in between. And I am such a celebrity here in Westchester and many other places, why not right a book about all my gayness and all the people and scenarios I have been involved in (take this as you will). It would be called, "My Life on the Gay List"

lol. Just an idea I came up with in the shower. I guess I will scribble some stuff down- : )

TIME IS RUNNING OUT!

VOTE THORGY!!!!

My Fault?

Almost 6 in the morning, and I have yet to get to sleep...

I don't understand, I have the strangest sleep patterns. They aren't taking a toll on my body, it's just frustrating.

I have a coffee date thingy- let's see if I scare this one away too, lol. Honestly I would rather scare someone away- RIGHT away, then get invested in them in any sense of the word... If you can't deal with me, well it's an issue that you need to deal with....on your own, on your own terms... therefore, it does NOT involve me. I meet the strangest men....

A day in the life

I am pretty tired- I have been running around a lot.

VOTE THORGY

I took a fierce strip tease class yesterday. I even wore my heels (which was an exhausting mistake)

On Tuesday, Zach and I went to the Thelma Hill Performing Arts Center @ Kumble Theater and saw Souls of our Feet: People of Color Dance Festival.

Women Dancemakers with choreography by Sita Fredrick, Alethea Pace, Hilary Tanabe, Nejla Yatkin, Sidra Bell, Andrea E Woods, Camille A Brown and Francesca Harper.

Needless to say it was such a good show! Inspirational and abstract.

Later I hung out with some old Purchase College Queens, I love them! lol SLUMBER PARTY!

I am always running around nowadays- It's kinda fun!

THORGY!

Oh- What a weekend. First and foremost Center Lane's Gay Prom was a success as was my Jessica Rabbit costume/'performance' very pleased and thankful so many people came out to enjoy the festivities.



Gay Pride Parade next Sunday- so lets make an APPEARANCE!!!!




The weekend? spent it running around the city, meeting friends of friends, going to b-day parties, and baseball meetings. lol. Getting caught in the rain!

The cat did NOT have any babies as of yet, btw'z.

Tonight fitness classes- body sculpting and boot camp- NO BALLET for a lil


VITE FOR THORGY!

AYayayay

I am pretty tired- the class I taught went well- though I was really nervous. I am exhausted

.Tomorrow, back to ballet land- then I will go shopping for some last minute things. I am going to be Jessica Rabbit for Center Lane's Gay Prom... the first of COLOR!!! lol

I have to pick up a few things from Purchase tomorrow as well... busy busy day... then emergency HAIR REMOVAL....

Oh crap, I jst realize I have to get a haircut and shave too... ayayay

Tyra- give me STRENGTH!

YEAH!

So....

Though my body was doing some strange things yesterday, I still managed to go and take my cardio kickboxing class as well as the strip tease. I chilled and waited around afterwards (esp since they had wine) just because I was being lazy.

Then the owner was talking about getting a sub for the hip hop aerobics class... then she said, "Davon, do you teach hip hop- you can do it." I freaked!!!!!

I said, "Well yeah I teach hip hop, that's what I mostly teach anyway and in regard to the aerobic part, I have taken classes in personal training- plus most of my classes are boot camp style anyway."

So she agreed!!! So here I am FLIPPING' out nervous as hell! I am teaching a class I have never taught and am FREAKED... hip hop aerobic?!?!?!?

I just don't want it to be some cheesy shit and I end up leaving feeling embarrassed, lol.

I am getting myself sick... :(

I CAN DO THIS!!!!

VOTE THORGY- rupauls drag race

To add to the insanity of life... I am having some painful ankle issue. I woke up 100% intending on take a fucking ballet class (even though I can not find one of my ballet shoes) and the first step I take I almost fall to the ground. I think a tendon on the medial part of my ankle is aggravated or something, which sucks- I was supposed to take a Ballet class at Central Park Dance, THEN take Cardio Kickboxing and Strip Tease at The Loft: Dance and Fitness!



Why am I ALWAYS getting hurt- out of nowhere?!?!



And I really am having a hard time finding a good part-time job- which is strange because I have never had issues finding jobs... lol I am a true starving artist now!

Let's not FORGET

To vote for my boo THORGY- for the next cycle of RUPAULS DRAG RACE!!!!!

http://rupaulcasting.com/people/thorgy

"GEIT IT" a comprehensive guide to dancer vernacular

p.s. i know 'GET' is misspelled - helps with the dancer accent : )


FIERCE (adj.)
1.) Extremely impressive in the execution of given movement, steps, combinations, or ‘ography
2.) Describing one who is capable of serving tha kids repeatedly

WORK (v.)
1.) Succeeding in Slaying, Gaging, or Serving tha kids

SLAY (v.)
1.) To overwhelm an audience or fellow dancers with a feeling of arousal, and astonishment

GAG (adj.)
1) To literally silence the audience into awe by inducing a gasp for air
*Can be achieved by getting the leg up

THA KIDS (n.)
1.) The general public (Not to be mistaken for a specific age group, it may or may not include actual youth. )

SERVE (v.)
1.) To blow away onlookers and haters
2.) To unanimously win over audience support in competition.
*Often used in conjunction with ‘Tha Kids’ [i.e.] “He served tha kids!‿

VOGUE (v.)
1.) A specialized walk popularized by homosexual males and shameless heteros. VOGUEing is an art form in itself. Today it often includes dramatic poses, switching of the hips, hiking of the knees, snapping of the fingers, a dramatic spiral to the floor and the vocables “gat gat gat…"

TWIRL (v.)
1.) To become so engaged in dancing that you pull off numerous turns, unprecedented balance and uncharacteristically high legs

TILT (n.)
1.) Extension of the leg to the side at no less than 180° resulting in the torso becoming parallel to the floor.

BISCUITS (n.)
1.) An unfortunate condition of the foot resulting in lack of plantar flexion and an unappealing line.
* Can be overlooked if you have a tilt or are proficient at getting the leg up :)

DAGGERS (n.)
1.) Opposite of biscuits, but no guarantee to fierceness
Synonyms: HOOKS, GUCCI FEET

YES! (adv.)
1.)Acclamation synonymous with “Good Job"
*Must be used in excess, and is often accompanied by finger snaps

MS. HONEY (n.)
1.) A proper noun that identifies any person showing fierceness or Divatude, not gender specific.
*Often preceded by Yes…!

MAJOR (adj.)
1.) A one word summary for anyone possessing many fierce qualities
*Don’t be afraid to use ‘bitch’…"that bitch is MAJOR!"

FACE (n.)
1.) Showing attitude or fierceness by ways of exaggerated facial expression [I.e.] slitting of the eyes, pursing of the lips…
* Not to be used with conjunction words [I.e. instead of syaing “She’s giving me FACE‿ just say "She's giving FACE!" ]

GIVING (V.)
any act of selfless performance. In most instances, a dancer will GIVE anything they can. [i.e. "he was GIVING me leg, face, annnnd drama!" or simply "I was giving..."]

SLEEP (v.)
to underestimate one's ability or talent. If someone's dancing inspires everyone but you, you are SLEEPING on them. Wake up and smell the fierceness!

COME, COME FOR
an expierience, often the result of a battle, where one person out-serves another. If someone has COME for you, all parties are aware, but to add insult to injury tha kids will state the obvious...i.e. "damn, she just CAME for you"

BATTLE (V.)
A competition of sorts where two or more dancers duel to be the best, often pulling out tricks, turns, legs, and of course stank face. The winner recieves a spot on the highest point of the gossip totem pole. [i.e. "did you see A and B BATTLING? A just CAME for B! Just SLAYED her!"]

EAT (v.) to feed off the talents of others to the point where you surpass their skills. or to feed on the challenge of a specific step in order to execute it to the best of your ability.
ex.] "ooooh! you saw him? he just ate that audition UP!!!"]


BEAT (adj.)
1.) To be completely transformed by makeup.
*Having your face beat for class everyday will result in people thinking you’re on your death bed if you show up to class one day without it on.
Usage: “Her face is BEAT‿

SHADE (n.)
1.) When a person/people you know, and may even consider a friend, blatantly neglects to acknowledge your presence. SHADE can be thrown or given...
*i.e. "ooh child, I waved and she aint wave back. She was throwin' me shade."

STANK FACE
a condition where you take on a sour or mean expression. Some people display stank face unconsciously. Stank face often finds companionship with SHADE

READ (v.)
Synonymous with reading a list, but instead you are reading a person. Verbally pinpointing and listing all of someone's negative qualities, even the unspeakable ones like BISCUITS.Can be an akward situation when someone finds out about you READING them behind their back

'OGRAPHY
short for Choreography
Synonyms: CHOREO

WHACK - adj. of or relating to someone's ridiculously flexible, turned-out, or otherwise fierce body. "Her body's freakin' whack." or "she is WHACKED out"

OPEN - adj. referencing one's ability to externaly rotate via the hips. (aka one's turnout or ability to fake it by displaying their fkexible facility.)

HYPER - adj. short for Hyper-extension, or one's ability to push their knees beyond straight to 'backwards bent'

The "T" - on par with 'word on the street,' the T is your unlimited source of information from news to gossip! if there's something you're dying to know, simply ask a socially savvy friend "Hey diva, what's the T??"

HOT MESS (adj.) a hopeless condition where one may feel like he is FIERCE, maybe even SERVING THA KIDS. It is more likely that he is serving nobody's step and jenky technique. Beware of the HOT MESS - he is usually spacially unaware and will try to take you out of the game!
Synonyms: BUSTED

And don't forget
SNATCHED (adj.)
Extremely thin/near emaciated which, in the dance world = the more bones, the better
"That bitch is SNATCHED!"

and just in time for the Holidays...

GRINCHING (v.)
everyone knows the Grinch is the master of thievery. In the dance world, watch yourself for this lurking green figure who will come and GRICH your part if you don't know the step!
"Damn. he just GRINCHED your part man."


So to all my dancers, and dance lover- remember-

MAY THE FIERCE BE WITH YOU!

FIERCE!

amazing pole dancer better work it out!

you know- my grandmother used to be a stripper. I am 100% it's hereditary, lol

not TRUE!

so.... within 24 hours, I must admit..


I am a TRUE BLOOD fan, lol

lawd jesus

change change change

Ok...

So Lake Placid, minus all the fighting and arguing... AMAZING! I needed to get AWAY from Westchester County, and get in touch with the A.D.K'z lmao

Next time I hope we get to do a high peek hike, who knew I was sooo butch! lol, jk

My ballet performance went really well, I think. The music was from Little Miss Sunshine, 'The Winner is, " by Devotchka. My friend Margaret and I choreographed the Pas de deux together, lol. My FIRST Classical ballet piece I choreographed.

So here I am, back in Westchester- So back to ballet class every morning and FUN fitness classes in the evening.

Also I am trying to give away my aunts dog- I luv animalz, more then I like people, and this animal needs to be somewhere that people love her and want to give her the best life possible- that so happens to be NOT at my aunts house... no shade fam, but, it is what it is.

uh-hu

you betta wise up... build those thighs up

So I am skipping out on ballet- going to the city for a continuation of the experimental video project... then LAundry, maybe pack... cuz in 2 days, I is goin to LAKE PLACID!!!

...Then I have to rush back here for 2 rehearsals and a show.... :)

busy bitch

cutie patootie!!!

Baby version of Me!!!

Pedophiles... FALL BACK!!!

Should've had this is in my head this whole time.

"I'm not dancing for them anymore, I'm dancing for me"

I have done nothing this break besides, chill with friends, TRY to make money- and Dance, something I LOVE to do.

Before getting into the Conservatory of Dance I had had such a great love and passion for dance, a respect for the discipline that...well I don't have for anything else. Once I was admitted in I was met with a lot of pressure and lil to no encouragement.

As the year came to an end, I thought I did a hell of a lot better then my first few months, which I have- I have made a lot of growth... and that passion is still there... surprisingly it is still.

Surprisingly because I have been told some of the worst things, treated like shit, and even embarrassed. But I am strong, stronger then I thought- and I'm going to push myself.

And though I am willing to kill myself to dance, torture my body, and bleed for my craft- I have to always remember at the end of the day, "I'm not dancing for them anymore, I'm dancing for me"... and for Granny, lol.

Draggity Ann!!!

:)

So... the end of the year is finally here, what a CRAZY YEAR!!!

It was filled with tears, loss, craziness, parties, drunkiness, fights, drag, DRAMA, SHIT!, Laughs, Amazing people, sex, and people who should think about suicide...

Still trying to figure out my summer.

... um, yeah...

My aunt just came to purchase to take a shit load amount of my stuff to put in storage... so my room is on its way to being empty...awkward feeling.

So here I am with some funky allergies- listening to Lady GaGa, and asking myself- "Where the fuck is the party!!!!"

Soooooooo.... I just found out I will NOT be working this summer at this fierce ballet camp....

I will miss it

Because of this I need to find other ways to make money, dance, eat, and sleep.... good luck to me... lol... uh......

PS- I luv RuPauls drag race, lol

sooo...it has been a while... I am kinda glad... but not...?

lol

The semester is damn near over- and lets face it- I am EXCITED...

Follow me on twitter!
http://twitter.com/Neva2b4gotten

I am hoping on making some huge changes soon! HUGE!! :)

thought this was kinda cute

Girls are like
apples on trees. The best
ones are at the top of the tree.
The boys don't want to reach for
the good ones because they are afraid
of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they
just get the rotten apples from the ground
that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples
at the top think something is wrong with
them, when in reality, they're amazing.
They just have to wait for the right
boy to come along, the one
who's brave enough
to climb
all the way
to the top
of the tree.

shame on me

When it rains it pours... I will leave it at that.

I am so happy the semester is over. But I am excited that I get to go back to Purchase... The grass is always greener, right?

Ended the semester on an okay note...
Mother Nature hates us and is ready to bring death and famine upon the World. Not nice Mama Nat.

Paul Taylor intensive- a great decision on my part. learned a lot, feel good. Bikram Yoga... glad I did it, hoping to continue, starting... tomorrow, I promise.

I am ready for some changes- all around. I pray I can do this... I can do this.

Tired of getting involved with men... the wrong men... all the time...

I am so numb sometimes, I need help.

I can't even cry anymore... haven't been able to for a while