Amazing song- I can relate right now

I just wrote a long post- and then I deleted it accidentally.... le sigh.

So instead of RE- posting everything

I will post the lyrics to Christina Aguileras song- You Lost Me
It doesn't encompass my whole situation, but its a start

I am done, smoking gun
We've lost it all, the love is gone
She has won. Now it's no fun
We've lost it all, the love is gone

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We found our life's been changed
Babe, you lost me

And we tried, oh how we cried
We lost ourselves, the love has died
And oh, we tried, you can't deny
We're left as shells, we lost the fight

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We found our life's been changed
Babe, you lost me

Now I know you're sorry and we were sweet
But you chose lust when you deceived me
You'll regret it but it's too late
How can I ever trust you again?

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We found our life's been changed
Babe, you lost me

DEATH

My Macbook was dying so I had to go buy a new one :(

I am working on making sure this computer feels like mine, because it so does not feel like my baby, LiLu. I just bought a red case for it, hoping that it will help.

Wish me luck with my new Macbook Pro- Lilu 3 better be FIERCE!!!

Also, I got an ipod touch... I just have to find a reason for having one. I also ordered a red paul frank case for it as well- at least it will be cute :)

MacHead

I just finished watching the documentary- MacHead and all I can say is wow. Cult-like indeed

I actually got my first mac when I was 19- it was a gift from my boyfriend at the time. I was so ANTI-Mac, as I was a PC user my whole life.

I fell in love with my Mac without even know it.

THEN I needed to get an mp3 player for the dance and fitness classes I was teaching- I had to get an Ipod, I just could NOT mismatch products- lol

Granted I do not have an Iphone, Ipad, or Itouch- I am content with my Mac and Ipod... though I do crave the other items sometimes. :P

Brand loyalty is an amazing thing- and Apple is deff trying to make sure their market is geared towards adolescents and young adults- as they are far more reliable to be LIFERS to products... scary, but it's working

GAY PROM 2010

If you are a youth you identifies as a gay, lesbian, bisexual, transgendered, or straight ally (what a mouth-full) You might want to go out this weekend and party it up- at Center Lanes Gay Prom


I Have been involved with Center Lane for many years now and THIS event you do NOT want to miss-

Food, music, performances, drag kings and queens, and fierce flawlessness!!!

You do not want to miss out on this RED CARPET event!!!

It will be held at the Polish Center, 92 Waverly St, Yonkers NY- FREE PARKING- tickets are $15 in advance or $20 at the door- for more info, please call the office of Center Lane @ 914.358-1006

This is a safe space. No drinking, smoking, drugs, or violence of any kind will be tolerated- PLUS- I Will be there... and I will shut you DOWN if you break any of our rules. :)

this is how I feel sometimes

Yes grl

wamp wamp

So I decided broadway might be cute... lol


I performed a contemporary ballet piece today. Wasn't perfect.... but who cares, perfect is boring-

The studio I danced for is like half dance half karate- it made me realize i need a man who knows karate in my life... it's kinda hot

I have a drag performance in like 6 days and I need to prepare for that! I actually need to add fabric to my outfit since my chest is soooo big! barrel chested motha fucka!

my fig and heels r fierce

Show Time

Since I have been watching glee- I really have been missing the musical theater nerd I used to be. I always wanted to be an actor/singer/dancer..... well, first i was an actor, then a singer... and now, a dancer. A hardcore dancer.

Singing is not my forte'- THOUGH, I do love it! Acting? I love acting... I'm just too gay, and all the parts I have gotten have been been mean or gay men! lol

Dancing is where I am now- and when I am not dancing, I am choreographing for a group or class. I miss when I was working hard for something big (besides college stuff).

I used to have STAR quality- I still do! However- I was a performer from the get- and I miss that-a triple threat who served it up... winning awards for singing and dancing and being acknowledge for my acting abilities... :(

Maybe i should join a recreational club or performance group??? I mean granted, there is always broadway!!!

SUNSHINE!

People always say that physical activity can change ones mood- and I here to say, HELL TO THE MUTHA FUCKIN YEA!!!

I have been dealing with a lot of crap the past couple weeks. And physically I am not sedentary, but I wasn't doing my usual routine of ballet, modern, teaching, and running around trying to be on time to everything. :) Plus or minus dealing with peoples shit.

Today I got to the gym and did an hour on the elliptical (which I have never done in my life). I have done 30 minutes of one thing and maybe 15-25 of another- but this was my first. Afterwords, I was stretching- which I rarely do-- which is sooooo bad being a dancer and an athlete!!!

Part of my motivation for going to the gym and doing this is my new job at a library. Not the most active place in the world.

But with my workout plus a BIG healthy salad- I feel oh so good. One of the workers at the library said- "jeez, Davon! Life ain't that bad, is it?" sarcasm at its best.

I'm all smiles and nothing can stop me!!! I miss this feeling of working out and reaping the CHEMICAL benefits of physical activity!

It's recommended we get at least 30 min a day of physical activity- go get yours bitch!!!!

Gimme a TUNE!!!

Sometimes we really have to do something that is totally not US!

Like ME- Davon "D" Chance- dancer, student, aspiring make up artist, and DRAG SUPERSTAR!!!

Since the dance school I teach at is on vacation and the camp they hold is for babies (not my forte' when it comes to dance) - and since I HATE having too much time on my hand.... here I am working... at a LIBRARY! lol

People have laughed at me and said things like, "Wow, how NOT you!"

But funny enough, when I was younger I always envisioned myself working at the library. You know, when I was younger, the library was MY hang out spot... I would wake up saturday morning- head to the library, read, take out some books, head back home and on my way back- buy a coffee (light & sweet, like me) . All this when I was about 8.

Well here I am!!! Freezing... and kinda bored. But something has to help my online shopping problem. I would feel terrible shopping online during work. Just like I would feel horrible NOT working at all BUT shopping!! Gotta give in somewhere.

W-O-M

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Nicki- this is exactly how I feel

Men get on my fucking NERVES!!!

Im in a tricky lil mood- I trick these lil dudes- I tell 'em that I luv 'em, but I neva really do- see I like pretty shoes, and I like pretty minks- and I like sight seeing the pyramids, and the spynx- he cop italian pieces so I do the fist pump- and I can only push it if the trunk is in the front- if the trunk is in the back, then you gotta take it back- you could hit me on the jet- ichat on the MAC-see I am who I am, Davon C. muthafucka- if he say he not a fan, he a lyin' muthafucka, always shopping in Pari (Ebay) so i speak a little french, wee wee raggady- time for you to hit the bench... baisez-vous

Is there such a thing as a good man?